What i should do now.

First, I’d like to apologize if this isn’t the right subreddit. I’m a 32-year-old male with about €75,000 in savings. I’m currently unemployed; I work in the audiovisual industry(editor, colorist, etc) and I’m going through a really rough patch (last 6 months). The jobs I do find are scarce and pay very poorly. Right now, my money is split between stocks (€30k on gold, spy, msci, a few big corpos and 2k on small startups), fixed-term deposits earning 3–4% (€30k), and about €15k in liquid cash in